Goodness in the land of the living

November 4, 2024 tim@sokyhappenings.com Community 0

“I remain confident of this: 

I will see the goodness of the Lord 

in the land of the living.

Wait for the Lord; 

be strong and take heart 

and wait for the Lord.”

Psalm 27:13-14

I remember exactly where I was when I read these holy words. I was in a parking garage at the University of Cincinnati Hospital, and a good friend had just texted me those verses. I was reading alone in my wife’s car, because instead of being by her side at her doctor’s appointment, I was forced to wait alone due to COVID restrictions. Wait. I felt like that was all we had been doing lately.

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“The doctor would like another ultrasound,” so we wait.

“We would like to schedule you to see a high-risk doctor,” so we wait.

“Your son has a congenital heart defect, and we’re going to be transferring him to Cincinnati Children’s hospital,” so we wait.

“I’m sorry sir, but you can’t come in the building at this time,” so I wait.

I’m reading verse 14 and thinking, “I’m waiting on you, Lord, but I’m not feeling strong, and I’m not feeling courageous.” I felt impatient, afraid, and alone. I prayed that God would give me the strength to take heart and be strong, but it seemed futile. I was sure any feelings I might have of strength and courage would just be hollow, and an attempt to put on a brave face to bring my family comfort. I wanted God to produce this strength in me that was a “pick myself up by my bootstraps” kind of strength. I wanted that confidence that I could face anything because I knew God was by my side. I knew that He was, I really believed that, but I didn’t feel the strength or courage, I was just so worried and afraid.

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Weeks later, and countless times of reading through the final verses of Psalm 27, I began to see why my friend had sent me the last two verses, instead of just verse 14. I was skipping over verse 13 and rushing to the strength and courage of verse 14. Slowly, I began to see the strength and courage of the Lord was seeping into my life as I began to read and believe the matter-of-fact declaration of verse 13. I believe that I shall look upon the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Or, in other words, I am confident that I will see your goodness, God, right now in this life that I am living. Not on some distant shore one day in heaven, but right now. Right in the middle of the anxiety and fear of waiting.

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It was during one of those “parking garage, waiting room” moments that I met the soon-to-be grandmother of a little boy with a heart defect similar to my son, Simon’s. Her daughter, who she was waiting for, was also named Rachel, just like my wife. Her daughter’s due date was the same day as ours. It wasn’t long into this six-foot-distant conversation that we both began to talk about our faith in Jesus, and worried as we were, He was seeing us through. We exchanged numbers, prayed for one another, and instantly we both had a friend who knew exactly what the other was going through.